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[Mar. 26th, 2004|12:52 pm] |
| [ | How are you? |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | What are you listening to? |
| | nothing | ] |
It's not always about you.
Drop it. |
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| yay! |
[Mar. 17th, 2004|05:52 pm] |
| [ | How are you? |
| |  hiccup-y! | ] |
We found the apartments that I will be living in today. They are really nice. People are already making plans to come by and visit and check it out. I am uber excited. We move in offically tomorrow morning. House warming gifts (of massive amounts of money) are welcome. harharhar. x_o
Mom isn't coming to class tonight, she decided to come tomorrow night. My Stepdad had to work tonight soooo...yeeeeah.
I got to stay at Josh's house last night. It was nice. I slept in his sisters bed since she is gone to Italy. I didn't want to get up, her pillow es comfortable. ^^ And being woken up by Josh. [smiles uncontrolably] ^^
Liza just came in and rented like..40929384 things. ;D more like 12, but eh. It was nice. She is coming back by tomorrow to rent all of Utena. ;D money for de store!
St. Patty's day is today, so happy SP day! There is a party at the store tonight. ^^
Friday I get to go and see Dawn of the Dead. Oooooo, spooooky! |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 7th, 2004|10:55 am] |
| [ | How are you? |
| | Cleaning | ] |
| [ | What are you listening to? |
| | Eddie Izzard - Dress to Kill | ] |
Rarrr. I cut my hair. ;D I didn't like it at first, now I do. It's okay now. ^^; |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 30th, 2004|11:29 am] |
| [ | How are you? |
| |  silly | ] |
| [ | What are you listening to? |
| | hum of the computer and kiara. | ] |
don't let me forget to do this.
p.370 - 380, 2 1-page summaries on the two different sections. AP world his.
geometry homework.
spanish.
I like Michael's laptop, but oneof the shift buttons, the one i usually use, doesen't work. That makes me a saaaaad panda. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 15th, 2004|11:28 pm] |
| [ | How are you? |
| | loved | ] |
| [ | What are you listening to? |
| | none. | ] |
I like orange juice....because it's orange-y...like oranges...but it's orange juice..^^ |
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| I'm going to say this once. |
[Jan. 6th, 2004|03:20 am] |
| [ | How are you? |
| | fed up | ] |
| [ | What are you listening to? |
| | Daniel Beddingfield - If you're not the one | ] |
Alright, this isn't friends only, so a certian someone, can see it.
You've made my day miserable, you've made me cry and literally just shut down for a whole day. You've made me sad and worry about the things you said long enough. I do know who you are, you aren't that smart. You can't cover up your tracks. Get it through your head, I don't care anymore about your stupid opnions because they come from a drug high. It's not my fault that your life is so out of control, and you are so unhappy, that you have to resort to drugs all the time. It isn't my fault that you fucked up past relationships with various girls, including me. Just because I am so insanely happy with my life right now, so much that it takes my breath away sometimes and gives me the strength to get through the bad times, doesen't mean that you have to go out of your way to make me miserable. Yeah, it worked, for a day, that's all your getting of my time. I wanted to be your friend, I actually tried too. But I realize now that you aren't worth it. I'm sure that none of this will get through your thick head, even if I massacred your face with a hammer and shoved it through the hole I made in your forehead, but I thought you should know. I'm fed up with it. You're online, so you can read this. Get a life, kthx. |
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| friends only. |
[Jan. 4th, 2004|10:41 pm] |
| [ | How are you? |
| | pissed off | ] |
| [ | What are you listening to? |
| | I still call it the clappy hand song. | ] |
Why? two reasons.
1. If you are going to read my journal, and not tell me, then fight with me about the content, save it. I don't want to hear it. Don't come here anymore, because it's pointless now, or inch a little closer and let me slit your wrists for you.
2. The picture is neat. I didn't make it, I nabbed it from a community, i'll post who made it when I find it again. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 3rd, 2004|12:30 am] |
| [ | How are you? |
| | silly | ] |
| [ | What are you listening to? |
| | Kill Bill - The clappy hand song! ^^; | ] |
[turns into a white fuzz ball of doom and destruction!]
vroomvroom! [bumps into your leg] vroooom!
[goes on a hunt for the evil dust bunnies]
bububu~~~~~[hugs] ^^ \/ |
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| icon |
[Jan. 2nd, 2004|10:09 pm] |
| [ | How are you? |
| |  apathetic | ] |
| [ | What are you listening to? |
| | phone. | ] |
..erm...icon. makes me stare at it. I made it...It's really simple but it has a deep meaning if you have seen the movie.
It's the picture when it was first taken, before anything had happened and before they even knew...and then the picture afterward...when Nobu died...when everything started on the spiral down.
I can't stop staring at it.. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 1st, 2004|11:26 am] |
| [ | How are you? |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | What are you listening to? |
| | the computer. ^^ | ] |
Happy new year everyone. I know that at midnight, I entered the new year the right way. ^^; |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 31st, 2003|12:24 pm] |
| [ | How are you? |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | What are you listening to? |
| | Tv. ^^ | ] |
Good things that happened (not in order because I'm not good with that):
-School. Got everything in line to graduate early.
-Met a lot of new people. and got accepted into the "group" ^^
-Got away from bad people.
-Got to sing on stage with a friend's band.
-kept a 3.5 or up gpa.
-Was introduced and joined in with everyone in martial arts.
-Met Josh and having everything with the be wonderful. ^^!
Bad things that happened:
-Got into a car wreck.
-Hurt my knee so I couldn't play softball. ~_~; varsity manager instead. v.v;
-Fights with my dad.
-Personal stuff.
-Being used and cut down by friends.
Goals:
-Do well (keep doing well) in school.
-Stick with Martial arts and get far.
-Learn to drive a stick shift. ~_~;
-Not let certian things get to me anymore.
-Watch more great movies!
-Personals. ^^; |
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| rant. |
[Dec. 31st, 2003|02:48 am] |
| [ | How are you? |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | What are you listening to? |
| | Daniel Bedingfield - If you're not the one [metro mix] | ] |
So, I'm sitting here, can't sleep. I decide to watch Battle Royal again (that is really going to help, haha.) and I get a message from Justin, a friend of mine from like..2 years ago. I've talked with him recently every now and then, but he is heavy into the drugs and stuff and I...resent that. So anyways, he goes into this long drawn out bash about how I make him ill and how I am not good enough for anyone. He says that I should just hurry up and die already. That everyone that sees me, should just start beating me. I'm sorry, I don't especially like hearing that I'm worthless, even if someone thinks it. Just think it, and leave me alone. I don't like being told how ugly I am or how much I am not needed in this world. How I'm way to sensetive and way to cautious to other people's feelings. Yeah, I'm emotional. 's just the way I am. Emotions are a wonderful thing...and these things that were said..they just hurt. I don't want to hear these things...I just want to be left alone. I'm sorry that I make people ill with my personality and my ugly-ness. It isn't intentional..I hate being hurt like this. It's so hard...I know a lot of people can relate, because they have had people be like this to them or because they have heard it from others...why doesen't it seem to get any easier?
----End rant.
I should be fine in the morning. ^^; I just need some sleep... |
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| yeowch. |
[Dec. 29th, 2003|02:52 pm] |
| [ | How are you? |
| | loved but in pain. ^^;;;;;;;; | ] |
| [ | What are you listening to? |
| | Zelda - Minuet of the Forest (such a pretty tune. ^^) | ] |
Today is uneventful..I hurt my leg yesterday. v.v So I'm just laying around and putting heat on it and stuff. I went to the hospital and luckily, it isn't fractured. The bone is bruised really bad and anymore pressure on it when it was hit, would have resulted in a fracture. He said I was just lucky. ^^; Milk does a body good! [hop] ^^
Playing Zelda and just sittin' around. I beat FFX-2 this morning. [super hero pose] ^^;
I still need to give Steph and Kala their presents, I will see Kala tomorrow night at class, but Iunno when I will see Steph. v.v!!!
I'm trying to download Battle Royal, but it's going so slow. ~_~ I saw some parts of it yesterday, and I have been wanting to watch it really bad...^^;
Just got off of the phone wif Josh. He's at work. ^^; <3 I feel better now. hehe. ^^! |
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| Christmas |
[Dec. 26th, 2003|11:30 am] |
| [ | How are you? |
| | awake | ] |
| [ | What are you listening to? |
| | Zelda musicc ^^ | ] |
Yesterday was christmas (Merry Christmas!!!) and I had a good christmas, for once. ^^;
My mom got me some clothes and a Gamecube (Yay~!!)
My dad got me a bed.
My brother got me...car stuff. (Which I can't use for another six months. ;p)
Meaghan got me this little...hand thing with Bells on it (Hehehehehehehe I love that) and A dancing hampster that raps.
I got to hang out with Josh, Meaghan, Kiara, Ray (for awhile), Zach, and Jason. It was nice. ^^; Then Josh and I got in a small nap. ^^;
Off to play Zelda! I want to get to the part where I can ride around on the horse. ^^; |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 22nd, 2003|03:38 pm] |
| [ | How are you? |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | What are you listening to? |
| | none. Two different people on the phone. ^^; | ] |
stolen from Meaghan.
Last night was great. I spent it with Josh. We watched some of El-Hazard. ^^; So cute! I want to see the rest, now. We had a good nap too...made me happy. <3
Today ... nothin'. I am finishing cleaning my room...setting up new bed...and..er...wrapping presents! |
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| vroom. |
[Dec. 21st, 2003|04:03 pm] |
| [ | How are you? |
| | anxious | ] |
| [ | What are you listening to? |
| | Moulin Rouge - Roxanne | ] |
Vaccummmmmmmmmmmm.
I really don't know what to update about. Yesterday I went up to the store, hung out with everyone, played Dynasty Warriors 4 with Jen, then just acted really goofy. Danced around with Meaghan, Jen, and Ray. It was fun..^^; I got used as a pole? ^^? |
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